A journey of two buddies in a semi-foreign land

A Huge Health Update

Hello family & friends,

It has been a while since I wrote one of these. Honestly, I just didn’t want to give you the same ‘ol news. I wanted to make sure that the next time I gave an update, it would be pretty significant and thus the reason for this blog.

As most of you might already know, for the past 7 years I was diagnosed with a severe form of Menorrhagia (?). Due to the excessive blood loss over the years, I developed severe Anemia (?).

Some Background

Though I knew I was anemic, I did not understand the extent of it. I was living life normally but always felt sick, extremely tired, had terrible headaches, could not wake up in the mornings, my hair and skin changed, and I did not have a clue of how severe it was. When I would go to the hospital, it was mostly emergency visits but my hemoglobin level was not low enough to receive a blood transfusion, and since I did not have insurance, there was no follow up. It wasn’t until I came to Kansas City in 2008 that I started attending a clinic on a regular basis, getting tests done, taking different treatments to see what the cause could be, and so on.

News that Changed Everything

On the 21st of January of 2010, I went to a doctor’s appointment that has changed my life. The doctor and nurse that saw me were astounded at how low my hemoglobin was, but still, no answer as to how to stop the bleeding. This time, the doctor told me these words: “Do you have any idea what can happen to you if you continue to carry on life as usual? Did you know that severe anemia can cause heart failure?” I told him that I had no idea. He said that until my hemoglobin level is a higher, I would need to be on bed-rest and at the rate that I was, it would take six months to a year to recover. At the time, I really did not understand what that meant until I got in the car with my husband and was on my way to my next appointment. When I told Eduardo, that’s when it hit me. I cried so much that day.

Ultimately this meant that I had to take ten steps back. I had to quit the worship team where I was singing because I could barely breathe when I sang. I had to ask to work from home because just getting into bed, or getting into my car, made me feel as if I walked a mile. Thankfully my boss was so gracious that he allowed me to do so and my worship team leader sent me off with a blessing and said I was welcome to come back when I felt better.

The next few months were very frustrating. Appointment after appointment, test after test, pill after pill. I became very depressed because I didn’t even look the same as I did a year ago. I was so weak that I could not do the most simple things.

Time to Make Decisions

Though it was difficult to think about it, I had to face the possibility of going through a hysterectomy (?). Eduardo and I discussed it. We cried. We knew that it might be the only way out, or at least the easiest. During this time, I was asked get another ultrasound done. When I received the results, they were negative. There was absolutely nothing wrong with my organs. Praise Jesus! That ruled the possibility of a hysterectomy out.

Darn Hormones

Now that doctors were able to narrow down the possible causes, I was put on several hormone treatments.

In May of 2010, I was given a hormone pill for 10 days. This little tiny pill stopped the bleeding that had been there for the past 7 years. I was so happy and full of hope. However, on day 12, the bleeding returned. I was devastated. I returned to the doctor and made a few more appointments to see what in the world happened.

A week later I went to the hospital and went through an emergency biopsy to see if there was any cancer or anything related. It was the most pain I have ever experienced but I was happy to get it done since I was so desperate for answers.

It Stopped

After approximately a month, the bleeding stopped again and it stopped for about a month. During that month, I recovered some of my strength and felt great about myself. I got my hair done, scheduled a trip to New York, went back to work for a couple of days a week and since then, I’m happy to say that system is making the attempt of going back to normal, little by little. I am not exactly sure how it happened, but it did, after 7 years. It’s still not quite fully normal, but it is a lot shorter than a 3-month menstruation cycle. Thank you God!

So now, I’m just tired.

I’m very grateful and happy that my cycle is making its way to normality. You have no idea what a joy that is for me. There is one little problem. I don’t have enough time to recover my strength. See, before, the bleeding would last for 3 months at a time. It would then stop for a month to 2 months, and it would then start again for another 3 months. Now that it’s shorter, I have a shorter timeframe to recover the blood-loss of the previous cycle so I constantly feel like right when I’m beginning to feel better, a cycle starts and then I lose my energy again and that is where I’m at right now. Extremely tired, feeling weak, not able to go out or work out of the office, and just feeling a little desperate.

I have spent the past 10 months inside my home. Sometimes I think like I’m about to lose it, seriously. ;-) I just have to be patient.

I have had a friend that has really helped me figure out different foods that will help increase my iron levels, as well as foods that I need to avoid since they shut down iron increase. I am also taking iron pills three times a day. All I can do is wait.

In the Waiting

So in the waiting, I just ask that you please keep me in your prayers. I really need strength to carry on with my life. It has been almost a year since God healed me (blog post about that) and I know that He can make me whole again.

Thanks for reading.

With love, Gedy

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Today Eduardo and I celebrate 3 years married. So far, we can say that these three years have been pretty awesome. It has been 3 years full of challenges but also full of victories.
A quick word to my hubby
I don’t know how I could have survived these past 4 years without you. When I’ve lost hope, you remind me of why I’m here. You are my soul mate. God made you perfectly for me and I can’t wait to get really old with you. Buddies forever.
And now a few fun facts
We met on MySpace
Eduardo used to hop on a train for approximately 8 hours to come visit every other weekend
I was really sick when we first met (throwing up and everything)
Eduardo kissed me first (even though he swears I did)
We got engaged two months after we met and married a year later
When he proposed, there were sweat bullets falling from his bald head
We planned to elope, but that didn’t work (because of me, of course)
I lost my veil right before the wedding
Only two people came uninvited
We bought our first car together
We fought a lot the first few months (now we just disagree and then laugh about it later)
We moved to Kansas City when we were only married for 10 months
We both cried when we arrived in Kansas City (we thought we were crazy)
Life right now
We both dream a lot (One time we had the same dream in one night, no kidding)
We work together all day long (on both jobs) :-O
We are best friends
We love listening to music
We like playing video games
We love people
We want to adopt children in the future
We are die-hard fans of the show 24 and the New York Yankees
We can’t have kids yet, so we adopted a Siamese kitten and named her Chloe (after Chloe O’Brian - w00t!)
We own a Web Design company called Lifetree Creative.
We’re not rich yet

Today Eduardo and I celebrate 3 years married. So far, we can say that these three years have been pretty awesome. It has been 3 years full of challenges but also full of victories.

A quick word to my hubby

I don’t know how I could have survived these past 4 years without you. When I’ve lost hope, you remind me of why I’m here. You are my soul mate. God made you perfectly for me and I can’t wait to get really old with you. Buddies forever.

And now a few fun facts

  • We met on MySpace
  • Eduardo used to hop on a train for approximately 8 hours to come visit every other weekend
  • I was really sick when we first met (throwing up and everything)
  • Eduardo kissed me first (even though he swears I did)
  • We got engaged two months after we met and married a year later
  • When he proposed, there were sweat bullets falling from his bald head
  • We planned to elope, but that didn’t work (because of me, of course)
  • I lost my veil right before the wedding
  • Only two people came uninvited
  • We bought our first car together
  • We fought a lot the first few months (now we just disagree and then laugh about it later)
  • We moved to Kansas City when we were only married for 10 months
  • We both cried when we arrived in Kansas City (we thought we were crazy)

Life right now

  • We both dream a lot (One time we had the same dream in one night, no kidding)
  • We work together all day long (on both jobs) :-O
  • We are best friends
  • We love listening to music
  • We like playing video games
  • We love people
  • We want to adopt children in the future
  • We are die-hard fans of the show 24 and the New York Yankees
  • We can’t have kids yet, so we adopted a Siamese kitten and named her Chloe (after Chloe O’Brian - w00t!)
  • We own a Web Design company called Lifetree Creative.
  • We’re not rich yet
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This is the new member of our family, Chloe.

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Health Update: I’m Weak, He’s Strong

I woke up this morning a bit sad because I have a cold and it’s kicking my butt. I try to hard to pray, to trust and to fight but sometimes it’s so discouraging when things just continue to add up.

I got a call from the clinic today about one of the exams I had about 3 weeks ago. They said that they weren’t able to get clear results so they need to do it again. The average woman needs to have one of these exams every year. In one year, I have had 3 and this will be number 4.

Throughout all of this - the one verse that keeps coming to my mind is Isaiah 40:28-31

28 Have you not known? Have you not heard? The everlasting God, the LORD, the Creator of the ends of the earth, neither faints nor is weary. His understanding is unsearchable.

29 He gives power to the weak, and to those who have no might He increases strength.

30 Even the youths shall faint and be weary, and the young men shall utterly fall,

31 But those who wait on the LORD Shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint.

I’m weak, and He’s promised to give me strength. I cling to that.

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Health Update: More Waiting

Yesterday, I went to the hospital for an ultrasound to see what is causing the bleeding. Unfortunately, I have to wait until the doctor gets back to me with results for both tests this week.

I can’t just go to the ER for a blood transfusion without being admitted by a doctor. The problem is that I don’t have a specific doctor since I have been going to a clinic where multiple doctors. This means that I need to start making some phone calls.

I honestly don’t know how I can wait much longer. My energy level has been okay since I’ve been on bedrest but being home all day is not exactly a medicine that tastes good. It can get depressing some times but I still hang on to Jesus and of course Eduardo who makes my day so much better. Designing also keeps me sane. Thank you Jesus for Photoshop.

Well, that’s my update for now.

TTYL,

Gedy

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Health Update: Today is the Day

So today I’m going in for an ultrasound. They are wanting to check for fibroids, cysts, tumors, etc. They will also see if there is something wrong with the rest of my organs. I’m hoping that they find the cause of the bleeding.

In addition to that, I am not leaving the hospital without a blood transfusion. I was already forewarned, so thought I’m not looking forward to it, I have been told it will make me feel much better.

Please pray for us!

Gedy

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Health Update: More Testing

So this coming week is a good one.  I have two appointments, one on Monday and one on Friday. The one on Monday is not that big of a deal, they’re just monitoring my hemoglobin and iron levels. The one on Friday is to get an ultrasound and possibly a blood transfusion, so I’m not looking forward to it but in a way I am because I just want this to be over and done with.

As far as the past week, it has gone okay. I’m not crazy about bed rest and working from home. I miss being out and working but I think God has a way of slowing us down so that we don’t kill ourselves. Towards the beginning of the week I was having trouble going to bed. My heart rate would go all the way up from 130 to 140 (lying down) which is pretty scary, but thanks to an amazing friend who spoke to me about a similar situation she went through, I have been feeling much better and it’s not that bad. I have been feeling a bit emotional and crying more than usual but that comes with the territory. I’m just trying to stay as positive as possible and always declaring the Word, loving Jesus and letting Jesus love on me but sometimes that is not the easiest thing to do, especially when you can’t even do your hair yourself. This situation is definitely a pride-killer in every sense of the word. Relying on Jesus is all I got.

As always, Eduardo rules! God knew that I would need a jokester to guide me through this dark night of the soul. He makes me laugh a lot, even when I don’t want to. Sometimes it hurts him see me go through this but he’s really doing well in keeping his cool and take care of me.

That’s the update. Pray for these upcoming appointments. I am trusting for good news.

Love you all!

Gedy

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This is just too adorable not to reblog.
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Beautiful Lady

This is just too adorable not to reblog.

9gag:

Beautiful Lady

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Health Update: How low can you go?

Disclaimer: I want to say that the reason why I write this here in my blog is three-fold. 1) I believe in the power of prayer and as much prayer as I can get, I’ll take it. 2) I need to keep my family informed and they are in different states. 3) Writing my thoughts keeps me sane. Believe it or not, keeping this stuff inside can be deadly and there’s something about writing it that makes me feel better.

So I went to the doctor’s today and it seemed the nurse and doctor were amazed at my condition. They kept saying words like: “Wow” and “Oh no” and “This is serious stuff”. They also kept on saying to each other that my iron level used to be at 10 and now it’s at 7. The referred me to another medical center to get an ultrasound done. We traveled about 40 minutes to get there, all to figure out that I was missing tons of paperwork, so guess what I’m doing tomorrow morning.

I came home to rest because I was told I could not carry on with normal life with my iron level so low, so here I am – attempting to rest. I went online to figure out what the #7 means and this is what I found out. Basically, an adult female’s normal iron level is at anywhere from 65 to 165. It seems mine is a little too low. That’s what that number 7 is for. I must admit, I’m a bit scared but I just have to hang on and trust for healing. Please keep Eduardo in prayer as well.

I have to figure out how to break this to my employer and clients. We’ll see.

See ya later.

Gedy

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Health Update: Finally!

So as I mentioned in my last update, I’ve been feeling worse with time. We’ve been trying to get an appointment to go to the doctor’s and finally, we were able to schedule one for tomorrow. Praying that it can help me get better.

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